I was driving home (this is where many of my best revelations come) and I began praying...”God, I don’t think I can do it another day, I might have to cheat today...I’m sorry in advance.” 😬

This small thought was so subtle that I didn’t even notice the lie. In that moment, it seemed true and even a little exciting.

Sometimes I get ahead of God. When I’m waiting for God to speak, for him to show me the answer, a direction to go, a conversation to have...and that answer doesn't when I want it to, I start trying to find the answers on my own.